M on M

Fun fact: My real name is McKenzie. And as much as I obsess when people call me "Kenzie" or "Kenz" (!!!!!!) like obsess where my heart melts into a big puddle and I see rainbows and doves, I also obsess over things with my initial on them, M. And lately, a lot of things that happen to begin with my letter have been on my mind. So imma bout to nose dive zoom into them, dissect them one by one ;-)

Memories: Memories are these really fun things that actually can really suck sometimes. Like you can be driving to get some good Krispey Kreme donuts and then you realized that driving up Higley road is like wow memory lane and you remember all of these emotions and times in your life, and you start to (up next) miss someone or something or a time period. Memories can be good, they can be really good. It's the best thing ever to have good memories because those are things that you hold with you forever, but memories are dangerous. If you're taking a little stroll down memory lane, make sure you don't pick out a house and get a mortgage on memory lane because staying in the past does not help anyone.

Missing someone- Missing someone is weird and just a big BLAH. I think we can all agree that missing someone is one of the worst feelings we as humans can experience. I'm not strictly talking about missing a past "love interest" (which hurts like a mother trucker) but I mean missing someone like your dad after he moves out, or a best friend after they move to Utah or even missing someone you have grown apart from. I do not think I could ever not like someone enough that I would wish upon them the hurting feeling of missing someone.

M&M's- K well because of my obsession with my initial, ever since like the beginning of time I have had this fantasy of dating a boy who's name begins with an "M" because then we can BE M&M's FOR HALLOWEEN. I just vision us walking into a really cool Halloween (one of my fav holidays) party and I have a green swing dress with a big white M on it and white go-go boots on, and he has a red t-shirt with an M on it and cute boy shorts on, and wow we would just. That beautiful vision brings tears to my eyes.

Music- I just wanna say that "How to be a heartbreaker" by Marina and the Diamonds is probably the best advice ever and that if anyone is wondering how to handle boys they should probably listen to that bad boy.