Confession

Ok but real quick I have a very important confession. I really wanna be super successful and make a difference and maybe open my own salon or be a buyer or whatever, but I would be lying a very much large amount if I say that when Shay asked what I wanted to be when I grow up, and I answered with "milf," that I was just joking. Because there's just this part of me that wants to be that fun wife who has a cute house and surprises her cute husband at work, and has a really fun house that is classy and cozy and comforting. I want to be that mom with the big white escalade who drives her girls to dance and her boys to sports, who spends her days visiting friends and making sure they're taken care of and working out and shopping of course, the mom who has time to be a part of all of her kids activities and visit teach and has time to make the home a special place. I want to be the wife that is so cute for her husband and makes cheesy shirts when he turns 40, and the couple that takes night lake trips and family&friends vacations to beach houses. I know this probably is not very realistic and that a life like that isn't perfect, but doesn't the thought of having a cute house and cute kids and a cute husband to cuddle for forever just sound so dreamy. Disclaimer: this secret dream of mine does not mean I am searching high and low for a returned missionary to put a ring on my finger because I actually have some plans I gotta do before I'm a fun dance/soccer/workout/volunteer mom.