We as humans have that cool little voice inside of our head, telling us what is wrong and what, we think, is right. It eggs us on to keep going to will try to pull up to a harsh halt. Here's a fun few moments where that voice speaks to me, and I refuse to listen.
-When I am trying my darnest to eat healthy so I can come back to America with a smokin' bod, but I find myself reaching for my second biscuit. As I am sliding my hand into that fogged up container that holds a fluffy and warm and downright delicious biscuit that every ounce of me is craving, that stinking little voice is yelling at me "DO NOT DO IT, STAY AWAY FROM WHITE BREAD AND BUTTER. DO NOT DO IT," Yet, here we are, twenty minutes later and I am stuffed full with not one biscuit but two. Perfectly satisfied, completely and utterly regretting it.
-When I start to like that boy that is all wrong for me. When everything about him is calling my name in a glowing Beyonce-isk voice. Like his drug addicting smell, his crooked smile, his dopey silly eyes, the way my skin electrifies when he touches me, it lures me in probably more than that stinking yummy biscuit. That same voice is screaming in my ear "HE IS POISON HE WILL DISAPPOINT AND BREAK YOU HEART," but I don't care. I know that if I let myself fall for his tricks I will end up broken and shattered and have to learn to rebuild myself again, but I also know as much as I resist I will not stop myself for falling for him. Boys are harder to resist than biscuits.
-When it is 3am and yet another Greys Anatomy episode concludes, and I am sleep deprived but I NEED TO KNOW will Doctor Shepherd save the poor patient or will he have to add yet another failed case to his list?! That little annoying voice in my head is whispering in it's tired and faded talk "Go to bed, it is time, Doctor Shepherd will be here tomorrow." So, I turn it off, then approximately three minutes later I open up my laptop so the screen illuminates my room and I watch the next episode, plus someone just started to code so I have to watch.
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