Thoughts That Came Into My Head

-Shoes will always be there for you when people aren't

-Sad

-When you want to want someone more than you actually want them

-Boys like you are the reason why girls have a hard time with trust

-Done. Next. See ya. Bye.

-I WANT TO CRY BUT I JUST GOT MY LASHES DONE

-You're like my favorite pair of heels. On the outside you're so cute and make me crave you, but in actuality you hurt so bad and are designed by Satan

-The sound of your voice is like an annoying scary movie with the sound of nails on a chalkboard playing on a continuous loop

Thoughts That Came Into My Head

-Boys suck
-Boys suck
-Boys suck
-Boys suck
-Boys suck
-Those laughs that just make you weak in the knees
-Wow shout out to the radio for playing every song connotated with an upsetting memory!!!
-Senior research thesis question: Do boys that are cute and nice and don't use girls actually exist?!
 Senior research thesis: Boys that are cute and nice are, in fact, a myth.
-Missing the memory more than the actual person
-FMT if you want a donut, because I "donut" want to sit at home anymore
-Talking crap about me won't make you prettier or people like you more!!!
-Considering doing my senior research project on the similarities between Taylor Swift and I
-Missing ppl sucks man

If You Love Someone, Let Them Go with a special appearance by Nicholas Sparks

"If you love someone, let them go." Aw how romantic. How sweet. What a tender gesture. Ok I am calling a bluff here because to me that is the most irrational, wrong and confusing statement ever known to anyone ever. Love is what we as humans chase after, what we desire. And anyone can pull out a can of "I don't need no man" but let's be serious, we are all happier when we are in the arms of someone we love and we have been chasing it since the dawn of time. Literature from ages ago is centered around love, music encircles love- "love" this enchanting emotion or idea that for some reason suckers in everyone to crave it so badly. If love is all it is made up to be- sweaty palms, butterflies whipping their wings in your stomach and missing someone 25/8- if you had it then why would you let that go. Why would you let the emotion that literally overpowers every other emotion, the emotion that the earth spins around, the emotion that causes humans to feel feelings they didn't think were possible, why would you let that emotion out of your grasp. 

Like yeah, it was cute I guess in "The Longest Ride" when Ira let Ruth go because he loved her so much and wanted her to be happy more than anything, but being apart killed them both. But I do not think anyone would argue that the part when Luke comes back for Sophia was the best part of the WHOLE DARN MOVIE. And no normal girl can deny that every part of her was screaming and crying with happiness and jealousy when they saw him walk in- the reunion is always better than the parting. Being together is always better than being apart, simple as that.

Maybe I haven't experienced the right kind of love to love someone so purely that all I want is their happiness, but if you love someone so deep part of that love is them loving you back- so why would you let that go. Maybe that's selfish of me. Oops. Maybe I am saying this because today is a hard day and I am hurting extra lots. And maybe love isn't real. Maybe love is just an extreme crush that we as humans elaborate with fantasies we create.

Thoughts That Came Into My Head

-When everything you see, touch, smell, hear and do reminds you of someone you don't want to be reminded of<<<

-Did you think that through or do you have a special power where words just come out of your mouth and have a rude effect on people??¿!?

-JUST BE NICE DARNIT

-Everything you say has so much meaning and is uplifting wow why aren't you a motivational speaker :-))

-I wish I could fake liking you to match your fake hair

-I'm really glad that you make being nice to others a top priority for you!!!!!!

-I care about you as much as I care about my math grade- slim to none- yet you are similar in the fact that you both effect me in horrendous ways :-)

-Seriously considering the profession of a puppy holder if anyone knows about that hmu

Boys

-Heartmelting

-Bloodboiling

-Notworthit

-Hearttingling

-Perplexing

-Comforting

-Frusterating

-Hearttwisting

-Cute

-Annoying

-Stomachbutterflying

-Mindboggling

-Bestthingsever

-Worstthingsever

-So worth it

Fun Facts Friday

There are so many cool and fun facts about the world we live in, and I just found some out today, or some were reassured to me today.

Fun fact #1: Some people know how to be a better friend than others.

Fun fact #2: Sometimes making a commitment will mean more to you, than to the person on the other side of that commitment.

Fun fact #3: Waka Flaka is too young to run for president.

Fun fact #4: People will talk crap about you behind your back but run away from you in person, and as much as you want to chase after them yelling "come at me bitchezzz" you have to rise up to be the bigger person to save yourself some future humiliation.

Fun fact #5: Going out of your way for someone is always worth it, even if they don't acknowledge it or thank you- it's ALWAYS worth it.

Fun fact #6: People will disappoint you but it's okay because tomorrow is a new day and you will learn to not let others guide your happiness.

Fun fact #7: Boys are stupid and have cooties.

Fun fact #8: Sometimes investing your time in someone isn't enough and you have to be okay with that, because there's the hope that one day it will be more than enough for someone.

Fun fact #9: Best friends are extremely underrated and are dearly needed and held close to my heart because I am certain they make every sucky situation 10000% less sucky.

Fun fact #10: Using Twitter as your weapon is so clever and gains you lots of respect!!!!

Tender Mercies

Sometimes tender mercies from the Lord come in mysterious ways, and sometimes that tender mercy is wrapped up in something that appears as a trial. Sometimes tender mercies are having a falling out with someone, or dropping your keys so you are 10 seconds behind that stoplight so you don't run it and get hit by the oncoming car that isn't paying attention, or a breakup, or forgetting your lunch and even making a fool of yourself infront of someone because that someone ends up becoming an important part of your life. I am grateful for tender mercies, even the ones that are wrapped up in a trial! Count your tender mercies, you will be amazed.